entries links
credits links tagboard
archives me & etc
links
Saturday, June 28, 2003

i find myself restricted by many unspoken laws of human communication...i cannot write what i want here anymore...instead i have to write what i think pple wouldnt mind reading...what is the point of this then...i dont like you but i cant say it...i want to write abt him but i know it will hurt others...so wth...i cant mention events...people...thoughts...feelings...this is getting more and more fake by the day...i have to write with caution and restriction...before i click on the publish button...i have to reconsider whether the contents of the post are fit to be publish for the scrutiny for all to read...what is the point then...im beginning to see no reason in this anymore...i have 2 choices...to become a selfish bitch or to delete this forever

posted by joan @ 08:13